I dint know where to start, I am terrified and really dont know how to understand what is happening to me.
My body was very badly affected from head down to my legs but I thought the worse is behind me when I slowly started to recover from extreme weakness and breathing difficulty, everything was changing daily , some of my symptoms improved , other occured but I could feel I was very slowly recovering, I had my better days and of course worse , my better days were just free from pain and a little bit more energy but I was so happy that I could at least do something at home. But now I feel worse than ever and I dont understand it at all as I had my test repeated by hospital in april and it became aparently negative so it definitely didnt come from my blood.
About a week ago I started to sweat all over again the same way like just in the begining, the sweat was really eeird and I could feel something is going wrong. The weakness all over body is almost as bad as it was when I had my test positive. I cant hold my head up , stand on my legs, my hands shaking, have awful stomach cramps, blurry vission, swallowing serious trouble, I can feel inside my troat everything is sagging, my left side of neck (in the front) is sagging , face droped completely , eyes trapped inside, I feel very dizzy, my muscles feel so havy, I cant eat, sleep , think, concentrate again, I have extreme anxiety and panic attacks again, pain in my joints all over body, ear ringing and fullness, I can feel like someone sat on my chest, my breathing is really bad like I with asthma, my heart is racing 150 whenever I stand, goes too slow when Im in rest, I have tremors,cramps in hands and legs, the list goes on but I dont understand why???
Is it a strong relapse or is os it my body coming back from being flat and sunken but my nerves are too weak to hold it all and it makes me more sick?
Or is it toxin attacking again somehow, I really dont get it how come if my blood was clear already?
Im terrified that it can be the way I think it might be.. Please tell me Im wrong..
To me it looks like every area affected, paralized in the begining now is only geting bigger, muscles coming back ( I mean only volume) but they are too weak and it all start to sagg because too much denervation was done and my nerves really cant even sprout so became loose and saggy. Anyway I feel like Im dying slowly. Please could anyone tell me if you had like this and it did improve, is it a relapse o is it the effect of being poisoned earlier? I really cant handle it all.
Thank you for any info :(